Dangling my dreams in front of my eyes,
The devil rejoices with a smile
Grip too firm to hold on to them,
Watching it dissipate like stars in the morning sky.
Adulting was a nightmare,
Disguised to appear as a daydream,
Expectations that disappoint like clock work everyday,
Somewhere in the way, life has lost its gleam.
Fear of missing out on other's lives,
Afraid of running even a split second behind,
Seeking for peace, but contained by disorder
My psyche is a prison that keeps me confined.
Reality doesn't have call outs,
To prevent and shelter me from mayhem,
I live and I learn as I get pushed and pulled,
Chaos will always birth a stronger me again and again.
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